my heart does not feel free.. it's so difficult to explain how complicated it is.. I dont want to be a selfish, everytime I think of you, but sadly I know you never do the same.. it's hurt when I texted you, but you still dont read it.. am I too fool when I still wait for you to reply my message?? huahh... it has been 3 weeks :(
it has been too long for me waiting the time that we could playing badminton again. you are too busy with all your activity.. I feel down when you look like never making me to be your priority.. ah.. you never know how you are always my top priority,, sometimes I canceled my schedule just for meet you.. or just for do something for you.
actually I'm so jealous with everyone who can see and meet you everytime.. it's never mind if we could not break fasting together like you did with all your friends.. eventhough I never ask you to go for break fasting with me.. because I've known you would refuse it... and once .. it's okay if we could not playing badminton at this time. I hope you have time for me after ied mubarok or after my graduation..
I just want you to know how I hope for your time... :(